I get so tired of this everlasting discussion...

I'm really tired now... My bff keep having her mood-turns or how to say... Then she also keeps complaining about how stupid she is, how depressed she is and so on..
Oh yeah? What the hell do you think I'VE been?! And how I feel now?!
I'm so sick of hearing that I'm "against" her, that I'm "sour" all the time, that I'm that and that and that... Who the hell have been teaching her everything, for SEVEN GOT DAMN YEARS?! Why can't people be thankful and accept ME for the one I am?!
And I've done everything I can to help her with the "depressment" or whatever, but she just keeps getting angry at me! Not angry literally, but sulky!

I'm not a fucking wizard, I can't make magic with my bare hands!
Stop complaining and got damn do something about it!
Then she also said she wanted to smash her head apart and I told her she should be happy that she's healthy.
"I'm depressed, then I'm not healthy". [The healthy I menat=Not having any disease]

Quote; "Loose screws have rather the one that can't realize, that every disease can strike anyone, anytime."

Sure, life can be though and rough, belive me, I know, but you shouldn't give up for that! I've been through the tv-show kind of relationships with the tv-show kind of endings, I've been victimzed, I've had it hard with school and all that shit. I've been got damn suicidal!
But did I give up for that?
NO.

I'm still here. Thanks to my horse, my friends and muisicans and one actor, Sung Kang, I'm still here. If Sung Kang hadn't said those two lines the way he did in TFATF; Tokyo Drift...
"Life's simple; You make choices and you don't look back."


That's the main thing I follow in my life.



Moon Heejun's new song; Obsession.