onsdag 11 juni 2008

Tekinasai fukanou mo nashi, Tobasu ne moeagare honnou

"No rivals no impossibilities, I'm gonna take fight, blazing higher with my instincts."

At the 11th June 2008 I ended 9th grade of the Swedish School.
At first I felt empty. I have gone at that school for 6 years + I went there once a week in third grade. Now I'm never gonna go back there again...
But it feels so great. I've had a really hard time there... It have been the six longest years of my life, especially the last three years. I'm glad I had my three best and only real friends back then, and my horse. Otherwise I wouldn't have been here today...
I'm not satisfied with my grades. My art teacher gave me a lower grade even though I had had the highest grade on every single piece of art that I made in this and last year.
I didn't get my MVG in swedish and german even though I had done everything she said I had to do to get it. I put my soul into the work and got good on it; still not MVG.
But I'm really proud over my two MVG's in english and geography. English I knew, but geography... BG (teacher) didn't even give my friend an MVG in any of his subjects (geography, history, religion) even though she had really good on every single test... So I'm really proud, 'cuz she had highest grade in almost everything! I didn't at all expect it, so I'm really happy... ^^

I'm also relived that I won't have to go at the same school as two persons that I hate the most and that have been victimized me and nearly succeded with their goal..
But I'm gonna miss my friends. Four Pieces, HWAITING!
M is going to a guidance line/course for secondary education...
T is going for the trading buisness.
C is gonna make her dream come true and go the esthete course and then go to Paris to become a artist and later an art teacher.

Me? I'm gonna go to a special language line/course and read both german and chinese. Probably many other languages too. I don't really know what I want to be except for a writer... But there's one dream I have... And that's to be able to talk 7/seven different languages before I turn 40 years old. Not a very big dream, but still a dream. I want to be able to have contact with many different people. Maybe its' a dream to become something like J.R.R Tolkien... He was an exeptional writer and a language professor... That's something I could be ^^

However, life goes on and now it's summer vacation. This summer I will just ride and be with friends, taking it easy and live the life as much as possible before the hard work starts again.

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