The moon opposite to Uranus

Astrology in Depth;
"The Moon in a 180 degree opposition angle to Uranus is an extremely restless, sociable and confused influence in the personality, reflecting unresolved impossible desires within the personality.

In the personality
It reflects complex rebellious emotionalities and needing to do one's own thing, but fearing to embrace this wholly and so resolving to do so more indirectly. It is fundamentally a selfish influence in the personality, reflective of unkindness most natives experience and unwillingly soak up in their early years. Nevertheless, there is a fear of the unknown and a shirking from breaking apart with close people, even though the urge can be strong. They often want to change people, but do not know how to convince them to do it and instead may try to make a scene.
It makes the person hold on to strong, often unbalanced emotional convictions and have a difficult time compromising, especially on a personal level. Childhood is often ripe with similar unwillingness to compromise or listen.
There are often unresolved issues with rejection with this aspect, which establish a fear of emotional expression and attachment. The aspect often strengthen the emotions by giving them an icy gloss. They are able to stay cool and function in difficult emotional circumstances. They can be coldly calculated. It has difficulty trusting others with their emotions. "

This is REALLY scary. I've recently started to learn astrology and natal charts and everything, but this is really scary... First of all, the first sentence, rebellious emotions but in the end "to do so more indirectly". That's me in a nutshell.
Second, "shirking from breaking apart with close people". YES.
Third, "they often want to change people ...". Yes I want to help people change, and yes, I don't know how to convince them...
Fourth, "Childhood is often ripe with similar unwillingness to compromise or listen." When I was younger, I never listened to my teachers and I fighted with them all the time...
Fifth, "It has difficulty trusting others with their emotions." I just, simply, don't.

Scary O_O