Bishies~

Fari introduced a new word for me today; Bishies. BJD, Ball joint dolls.
I hadn't heard that before but I knew when I saw the pictures. So beautiful~ I really like this one, Hayden.
This one, Adrian.

Well, this week have indeed been hard... At wednesday we had this outdoor recreation day.. We had to walk/run 7 km, around and up a mountain... Then me and two of my friends had to walk 2,5 km, up some hillsides, just to get to the place we were supposed to start by... It didn't get better when we had to walk on narrow paths and sometimes not even paths but just tons and lots of stones... I like being outside and walk, but not like that. I've had a problem with my calf (sounds weird to me, the word...)
Yesterday we had to climb a mountain AGAIN, though not as far... But it felt like it was twice as hard as wednesday -_-'' We were going to compare different kinds of forests on the scienes. I'm glad we were allowed to have things to eat and drink with us ^^
And then today.. We had gymnastics. Run five times around the court and then basketball. My leg was hurting like **** and afterwards I was going to the stables and ride Xet. Thank god I don't have to walk with him ^^ <3

Tomorrow we're going for a autumn rally for old yankee cars. It was last year too, and it was really fun ^^ Josse is going with us too :D

On sunday we're going to celebrate grandma.

I have to study mandarin too, we're having a test on tuesday... Gotta go now ^^
Have a nice day!

24 Sep.

If my friends doesn't belive me, who does?

Chat's and thought's

Me and Camilla had this discussion today... I had a pic of Ueda Tatsuya that I showed to her. He held a watermelon above his head and had the world's cutest smile upon his beautiful face.
C: Hahahah, melon's are tasty ^^
E: Why just the melon? I'll take Ueda, then I get both him and the melon. HAH! *evul mode on*
C: But, you muppet..! At least give me the melon!
E: NO! MY MELON!
C: But give me the melon shorty!
E: NO WAY IN HELL! YOU WON'T EVEN GET TO TASTE WHEN YOU CALL ME SHORTY!
C: YOU LITTLE MIDGET!!!EAT YOUR MELON AND GROW TALLER THEN!!!!
E: SCREW YOU! EAT YOUR BUTT!

Then I talked to Fari and we talked about how I was going to find a picture of Ueda, boxing, which I know I have somewhere but can't find...
E: But I'll search for a pic where he's boxing
F: Yay ^^
E: I FOUND IT! But I have to go through many pics before I can save it -_-' Stupid site.
F: ;_;
E: And there the site locked...
F: Auu auu ;___;
E: I WILL get that pic no matter what!
F: X''D And that's the words of an determinded fan-girl!!
E: X'''''D

So I've been pretty weird tonight.


Mum is mad at me. I just said I wanted a new jacket to have in the stable's.. Just because her coffee was too hot she got mad and started yelling at me -_-'' And now she's really mad at me.
Hey, I didn't make the coffee..! FFS! I guess that's life...
At least I have my dreamworld to go to.... I want to write a fanfic, and I will, I just don't know what it'll be about... 'Cuz first I wanted to write one starring Akanishi Jin as a teacher, Kamenashi Kazuya as a student in a 3D class (together with my main character) and Tanaka Koki as a student in 3B who should've been in 3D. But...
Now I've gotten totally into Ueda... xD And I'm a bit tired of writing high-school fanfic's now. I've just finished one, and I want to write one named "Psychommunity", but I just don't know what it's gonna be about... Except for that it's gonna be a comedy with lots of pyscho thingys.
Then I also have this idea of a 3-way-relationship-fanfic... I've had it in my head for a while, but I'm not sure if I dare to write it. I think my friend's would get scared xD No but.. It's very complicated writing and if anyone except for my friend's get to read it without my knowing... That would be a total disaster.

I just thought of putting it all together; highschool-fanfic+Pyschommunity+3-way-relationship.
No. That ain't gonna work...

Oh well, I'll come up with something at the end.

TVXQ - Mirotic

DAMN! TVXQ are the best boyband, that's just it. They're so GREAT! AWESOME! SUGOI!
Their new single "Mirotic" is awesome! I already know the chorus xD That's like.. A personal record in learning a song for me xD Except for Trax's "Resolution". But I love the lyrics for this song. TVXQ totally know their fans xD
"Neon nareul wonhae
Neon naege ppajyeo
Neon naege michyeo
Neon naui no ye
I got you~ under my skin"

"You want me
You've fallen for me
You're crazy for me
You're my slave
I got you~ under my skin"

They know we all want them, they know we've fallen flat on our nose's for them, they totally know we're crazy for them and they know we ALL want to be their slave's! X'''D




However, I'm going to the cinema tonight. Don't know what we're gonna see, but we'll probably end up with something... Haha xD

Random;
Currently writing: -No tite- (starring KAT-TUN)
Reading: Grass for his pillow - Lian Hearn
Talking to: Josse, Vanessa & Tesse
Tv shows: So You Think You Can Dance
Mood: Tired but happy and obsessed
Manga: One Piece 44, God Child 7, Shaman King 7
Listening to: TVXQ - Mirotic

Like always

Why do I get depressed when talking to IRL friends?
They're just plain boring. First they say they want to do something, then they're too "tired" to do something (two days ahead) and then they say we never do anything together... Why is it always me who tries and tries to get us together to do something? Why?
Then they say I never want to do something... Oh geez now I'm writing this shit again... Sorry...

But the thing is that always when they're tired we can't get together and do something.
When they're depressed, I'm the one who has to take care of them and all.
BUT, when I'm tired, then I'm "pissed off" and "bitchy".
When I'm depressed, no one even notices...
When I feel like breaking down and cry, who's there for me?
No one, since they don't even see it.

Really nice.


I get depressed on the autumn since it's always much to do and we always have so much homework and stuff... We got so much that I don't even have time to dream... I can't live without my dreams...

Friday~~

I had two lesson's today; Sciences and Gymnastics.

The science teacher was fun today too... He showed us a clip with Donald Duck on the beach xD Then he said he didn't want us to study on the weekend's, he wanted us to rest and come back to school with much energy instead!
He's my fav teacher from now on xD

I rode Xet today. He was so spirited and I think he was really happy too... He even came to me when I shouted for him to come ^^ He doesn't do that very often, he think's I should go half the way... Then he can come... xD
But afterwards when I was going to stretch his left front leg... I had a hold around his leg and my other hand under his hoof. Then he, as lazy as he is, leaned forward with his weight and put the hoof down (still straight leg). But... My hand was still under his hoof ^^''' Luckily there was plenty of splint so it didn't hurt and he didn't put all his weight down.
I was more shocked... "But, you're standing on my hand. Hey Xet, move!" xD
(I'm not hurt at all)

I've started to listen to SuG. I really like their music ^^ My fav songs are "Cherish" and "Love scream party".

Gonna go now, a tv-show is starting in 2 minutes...

Have a nice weekend!

Haengbok~~

I'm so happy. My new class is AWESOME and my new teacher's too ^^
They do actually CARE about us student's on this school!

Our sciences teacher and our chinese teacher are my favourites ^^
My chinese teacher is very nice and she's adorable. We got our book's today, they look really nice. There's two cd's to it too, so now maybe I can learn how to pronouce correctly xD

Our sciences teacher is weird, funny and a bit clumsy... He told us about an accident that happend a year ago...
He was jumping for a thingy that hangs up in the roof (they can show pictures and slideshows on them, can't remember name) and when he landed, he landed on his toe's and broke them. But he didn't want to show it to the class, so he held the whole lesson, getting just paler and paler... But he made it and then went to hospital... It sounds horrible and probably was, but when he told us it was very funny and he seemed to think so too xD
And he have said and written and drawn wrong and weird things on the board, and he have done silly sound-effect's and today he had this table on wheels with a tv on it and he was pushing it through the room and BAM! Into another table and my friend's chair xD He did some sound-effect again and then said, in a very light tenor voice; "Oops! It wasn't me!" and then he run off with the tv!
X'''''D!!

Our math's teacher is nice, but he talk's alot. A L O T ! ! ! He talk's so much that my classmate's (and me) start's with the math even if he's not done... I guess that say's everything...
Then we have our civics and history teacher. He's so... slack. He forget's things and he's random. Last week, he dragged my arm and said "Hey, we should sing a song! Emma, you said you wanted to sing a song!" xD
Yesterday he poked my friend xD

It's really fun to be in school for the first time on 6 year's ^^

Have a nice day, I got chinese to do ^^

Second week of school

I've had pretty fun today. I had my first chinese lesson, so my head is full of chinese characters now xD
It was really fun, trying to pronouce everything xD Like "wo shi" and "ni shi shui" and four different kinds of "má"... It's really hard, I'm so used "tough/hard" languages like swedish and german and chinese is soooo different! I'm gonna train a little at the writing when I'm finished with this entry.

We also got some homework on the english today which I'm almost finished with. And we have to do an analysis on the civics which I don't even know how to do... So I tried mailing a classmate through the school's web system thingy, but he haven't answered... Just my luck.
Also I have the chinese papers of course... I'm nagging about this, sorry! xD

I'm so tired right now... My english letter became so long... And I still have the chinese to do.. I don't really have anything to say, I just wanted to write in my blog xD

I've deleted all the songs, except for H.O.T and hide's Rocket Dive on my mp3, and I'm trying to fill it again. It's hard...

Have a nice day ^^

Random;
Currently writing: Editing "With duckt tape"
Reading: Grass for his pillow - Lian Hearn
Talking to: Josse, Malin and Vanessa
Tv shows: So You Think You Can Dance
Mood: Tired
Manga: One Piece 43, God Child 6, Shaman King 7
Listening to: DuelJewel - Kuramaku